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Fri, 08 Jan 2010 05:47:09 GMT

Since I haven't been here for a veeery resonable time I guess the most suitable thing to do is to sum up. Or just go into an endless ramble about the stuff that worries me now. Second it is.
Well it's holidays and apparently xmas in our god-forsaken country and it is not every holiday that you discover that your best friend is the one you most need to be in-town no matter what..not for any kinda purpouse, you need her just to be there within reach. That is so not a complaint that is just a fact. But she is busy havin good time in andorra (which is totally awesome and she is reeeally the one who deserves it most).
While I am busy havin a beaucoup problemo with ma pops. I've never felt like I have no home! That is not only awkward that is very unlikely...and since they've been around more often (xmas holiays) They've been annoying me with lotsa stupid remarks (like wash tha dishes, naw don'cha live it here, that goes there and all that endless knockin on my room's door fo noooo reason) and I can really stand that unless I have a day-off from time to time. The other day we had an argument...and as a result me movin out (not that I was angry, I simply needed to change sth cause I felt practically trapped in my room). And I'd never think that the only reasonable place to go would be my grandpa's house. Of cource I could ask some ppl but that'll just be not the best thing to do. And my grandpa's the sweetest old guy...he'll never bother you with anything! and I men any kind of thing...If that is not heaven I dunno what is!
I'd really like to move in for livin on a constant basis. I'd even change the furniture (little by little as much as my salary will allow me) and well clean up. The thing that haunts me though is that he is not in the best health (see:grandpa) and I dunno how long he's gonna last...which means that one day I'm gonna come home and see a dead body and that is gonna kick me in the ballz veeery hard.
okay enough blabbering for one mornin.
see ya next sleepless awkward mornin.
Oh and I've found a soul-mate (not that the mate part is essential here). By God he's great...and talkin to him is da best thing esp after a long and hard day. We really read each others minds.

Sat, 24 Jan 2009 16:51:39 GMT

*Well...I guess happy NY! You'd think that there's no place where you can feel the spirit of NY better than in the homeland of Santa. Lapland's like a fairy tale...seems like it's been made for x-mas, cookies and Santa! So snowy and with all the x-mas lights it is truly magical. It was snowing here on the 31st But It's all ruined for you if you're spending NY with ppl you barely know...No decorations and fireworks will replace your friends and family.* - emmm...that's old now...It was written on the 1st of January. Today's already the 24th of January and I can tell ya that Lapland totally rocks!! But I think I'll skip the details in order not to spoil everything for some ppl XD
Well today there are two major problems that bother me: I hate political science and totally can't stand that crap, I've no idea why the hell I've decided to be THAT...no idea...And the second one is more a general wondering than a problem. Why do ppl keep telling me all the secrets, all their problems and dilemmas...I'm no doc...they just keep telling me all the stuff that's happening in their lives never caring for whatever's happening in my gaddamn life. That's way too heavy for me. The result is - my brain's totally f*cked.

пост-гипсовое)

Thu, 11 Dec 2008 23:53:58 GMT

Haha!

Thu, 16 Oct 2008 09:00:03 GMT

Wish me luck!!! Wish me luck!!! Wish me luck!!! I'm gonna rock this land, I'm gonna take this itty-bitty world by stoooorm!

Thu, 24 Jul 2008 04:26:13 GMT

Bidet to you too sir!

Sat, 26 Apr 2008 02:32:26 GMT

Okay..I'm done trying to sleep. I've been rolling around In my bed for three great hours..or better yet - two...and god didn't bless me with a single minute of this freaking miracle of sleep. Apparently there's no position that my body would consider comfortable...not mentioning that I am in fact more a plum than a human being right now. I mean I'm bruising all over...do you think there's any chance guys like girls in all coloures...like not only normal but blue red and green too? Yeah...we had a great dancing class on friday night but the concequences are brutal. Like I could hardly walk on my way home and I'm not gonna even talk about the horror that are the stairs. I'm not complaining or anything I just didn't see that coming and I'm also totally bored..you know...6am - absolutely fucking nothing to do!!
Also I might be falling ill which is sooooooo not in time...anyway right now I feel like I got sucked under a sitting elefant and he moved his ass once or twice while I was lying there breathless. Haha...dude I guess you'll understand me: right now I have a spot on my back that is itching like hell and my arms don't give a fuuuuck....they just can't bend that way any more)) you would sooooo help (what's pleh - it's help spelled backwards (c) friends) me right now. Cripples should stick together! Yay!

It's between Us and the Sea, Dar!

Sun, 13 Apr 2008 22:33:13 GMT

You know there are times when you feel like there's absolutely nothin left. As cheesy as it sounds I seem to have lost the will to do things, to wear myself out with trying. And all the songs and films in the world seem to be way too optimistic about life. Right now I'm all confused...I feel both sad and really disappointed. This is not about one person (but actually it may be) it is about the situation all in all. I guess I need a little positive injection which I guess I won't receive till tuesday. And damn that Dido!! She's a freakin visionary or somethin...Plus all this pressure we've been gettin lately in the U. Damn it! I should have faith in myself otherwise no one will! LOL! I haven't written here in 9 weeks and after such a looong period you poor people get to read this whiny crap! Okay stay positive and don't miss the wonderful days of spring!!

For the love of God!!!!!

Thu, 07 Feb 2008 14:39:23 GMT

I have a looooot of stuff to do like all this documents for France I have to hand in and all the reports and writing for the U and I have to visit grandpa!!! The last thing I need now is to fall ill!! And guess what!?!?!?! I'm sick as hell!!!!! And I'm missing two dance classes in a row...oh wait I've missed two already so all in all It'd be four which is even worse!!! I would have gone anyway but I almost fainted when I was doing push-ups...I guess it's my bad 'cause I haven't been careful enough....I've never been ill more than once a year and now It is already the 3rd time this year!!!!.....

Fri, 11 Jan 2008 11:33:38 GMT

Well It's been 5 weeks since the last time I wrote here. Not much has changed though...the major thing is still dancing and I must say IT ROCKS!!!! Especially after the 'big break through'...btw today we'll see yasha's afro ooooor the lack of it))))) *you see for two months his head's been covered with 127 liitle braids and now he has finally decicded to take 'em off. The harm caused by this hair-do is inevitable: you'll loose a looooot of hair*

But anyway what's bothering me is that my BF was offered to study in Spain for two month this spring...and she can't decide whether to leave everything that makes her happy now and go or stay and miss the wonderful opportunity to spend two months in Spain and see Carlos. It is sooooo freakingly hard to decide!!! The only thing that appears to be an obstacle is that they need a group of 10 ppl tp go there but I'm not sure that there are 10 families that are ready to give away 4000 bucks for that. I so hope that the whole situation will turn out the way that doesn't require any particular descision...Whatever she decides I'm on her side!

maan...

Wed, 05 Dec 2007 20:24:53 GMT

This is really a sick sad world, isn't it? Fairy tales ain't gonna come true, miracles, luck, happiness...that's all bullshit! Everything has the other side, the inner side....call it whatever you want. It's like a box which you'll never get to see from the inside. The fuckin bad and the damn good...why everytime together!? Why there's always a 'but'!? Oh man...it's fucked up...I need pure. I need straight and definite. I need genuine.

Терверу и матстату посвящается

Thu, 08 Nov 2007 15:37:57 GMT

Вот примерно это делают с нами в универе:

Thx to maloyshort...

Mon, 05 Nov 2007 09:56:29 GMT

Look for the bare necessities
The simple bare necessities
Forget about your worries and your strife
I mean the bare necessities
Old Mother Nature's recipes
That brings the bare necessities of life

Wherever I wander, wherever I roam
I couldn't be fonder of my big home
The bees are buzzin' in the tree
To make some honey just for me
When you look under the rocks and plants
And take a glance at the fancy ants
Then maybe try a few

The bare necessities of life will come to you
They'll come to you!

Look for the bare necessities
The simple bare necessities
Forget about your worries and your strife
I mean the bare necessities
That's why a bear can rest at ease
With just the bare necessities of life

Now when you pick a pawpaw
Or a prickly pear
And you prick a raw paw
Next time beware
Don't pick the prickly pear by the paw
When you pick a pear
Try to use the claw
But you don't need to use the claw
When you pick a pear of the big pawpaw
Have I given you a clue ?

The bare necessities of life will come to you
They'll come to you!

So just try and relax, yeah cool it
Fall apart in my backyard
'Cause let me tell you something little britches
If you act like that bee acts, uh uh
You're working too hard

And don't spend your time lookin' around
For something you want that can't be found
When you find out you can live without it
And go along not thinkin' about it
I'll tell you something true

The bare necessities of life will come to you

Sun, 07 Oct 2007 19:11:07 GMT

модель мозга Ситновой...

So no one told you...

Sun, 23 Sep 2007 08:47:13 GMT

morning)...not actually a happy one...but whatever. I had a great week...thanks to my dearest. Besides my mom was ill and I'd better kill myself than stay with her all day watchin her eat whtever she finds. Duh....she surely is a lovable person and a great mom but lately I haven't seen her much and a It is kind of uncomfortalbe when she's home. Just go to your Bali, have a good time and stop fuckin my brains....

Anyway...I'm watchin FRIENDS..again) just love it....even Janice (oh my Gog) reminds me of somethin good and old. Hope that someday we'll watch all the seasons in one day with maloyshort (without me fallin asleep or anythin). Aaaand...I'll be there for you.

Wed, 05 Sep 2007 17:56:31 GMT

Whatever happens, whatever we say, It'd never end.

all of the things that I want to say
just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping inwards
you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

cause it's you and me and all of the people

Yeeeeah baby!!!!

Wed, 22 Aug 2007 06:55:44 GMT

...You're beside me on the seat
Got your head between my knees
And you control how fast we go by just how hard you wanna squeeze
It's hard to steer when you're breathing in my ear
But I got both hands on the wheel while you got both hands on my gears
By now, no doubt that we were heading south
I guess nobody ever taught her not to speak with a full mouth
'Cause this was it, like flicking on a switch
It felt so good I almost drove into the ditch
I'm screamin'

No, we're never gonna quit
Ain't nothing wrong with it
Just acting like we're animals
No, no matter where we go
'Cause everybody knows
We're just a couple animals
So come on baby, get in
Get in, just get in
Look at the trouble we're in...

***

Thu, 07 Jun 2007 17:49:29 GMT

To hell with everything!!!! Especially the university and the freakingly strange camp which I'm gonna work for in july...*24 days of hell as well as 24 absolutely sleepless nights*. Really I'm not that sure that I want to go....actually I'm not sure at all. But unfortunately it's too late to doubt my decision *the organisation counts on me...that would be waaaay too irresponsible to call in and say 'no'*.
So now I havta be a nice sensible grown-up...*yeah like that's gonna happen* and I havta serve as an example of prudence and justice and blah-blah-blah....*me!? I'm gonna burn in hell for all I've done!!!*....Yep...It is all soooooo encouraging. I'm pretty sure these little devils *around 40 kids from 10 to 15 years old* are gonna suck the life out of me.
Although I hope we'll have 2 weekends, but that's not gonna save my ass....and the worst thing is that this place *the camp* is like jail: no stores in there *I havta buy like a tonn of thigs esp. food, gum and all the stuff kids may need*, you're not allowed to leave and no one can visit you *fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck*....I'm leavin my 'cat' for 24 days and that is killin' me!!!!!!!!!!!! and damn I'm gonna miss him soooooo much..........

Утро....

Sat, 02 Jun 2007 07:18:56 GMT

Со вторым днём лета, со вчерашним маминым ДэРэ, с вожделенным похолоданием...

Тихо в мире...
Дремлет земля.
Где же силы
Сдвинуть весь мир с нуля?

Yep))))

Mon, 14 May 2007 19:58:02 GMT

гррр....

Wed, 02 May 2007 23:25:28 GMT

ну что за убожество, блин!!! Уже второую ночь подряд я засыпаю тупо рано, а просыпаюсь в 2-3 ночи *с дикой болью в голове, без голоса и, простите, с насморком*!!! Это просто невыносимо!!!!!! Откровенный идиотизм...спасите....

и ещё...+ 20 мин

Утро...

Tue, 01 May 2007 08:10:05 GMT

1 час 20 минут = 2 штуки....

Жизнь как сон...

Thu, 19 Apr 2007 16:12:47 GMT

*Поздно* мой заваливается домой, не забыв при этом споткнуться о кошака. Ограничившись ответами "Да", "Нет", "Нормально" на любые вопросы родителей, я доруливаю до комнаты, где незамедлительно начинается вечерний сеанс стягивания всего, что не нужно в душе.
*Нда, неплохо бы помыться...и согреться заодно*
Аха, мечтай, девочка *сказали злые мужики из котельной* и разом отключили горячую!
*Твою ж мааааать!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*
Ну, я, не мудрствуя глубоко, лезу в холодный душ........думаю, не надо объяснять, что вылетела я оттуда минут через 5 наверно! *И где в жизни справедливость!? Штоп г-ну Путину также мыться по утрам!*
Моим великим избавителем и бесстрашным искоренителем холода явиЛОСЬ одеяло...о, дааа....это великое изобретение человечества!!!!
Сонно посмотрев на мигающие аськины окошки *Ща, я 10 мин полежу с закрытыми глазами и отвечу*, я вырубилась прямо перед монитором.
Смешнее всего было проснуться в 4 утра *3часа=10мин...счастливые часов не наблюдают* и смутно подумать, что надо бы ответить людям, которые думают, что я тут сдохла...на этом я выключила комп и тихонечко свернулась буквой ЗЮ под одеялом....

*Она горит у ночи на щеке, как бриллиант в серьге у эфиопки*.....

...как же я всё-таки их люблю...

Fri, 13 Apr 2007 14:41:43 GMT

Летучий Голландец

каждый день, отправляясь в плавание...по морям, сквозь ветра и бури...я мечтаю о тихой гавани, где б мои корабли уснули...и о пристани в синих сумерках...где огни угольками рдеют..где не верят тому, что умер я...гдё всё время ждут и надеются...

Как давно ты была оставлена....моя тихая, старая гавань...и с тех пор моя жизнь отравлена...пересуды и грязный саван...плыли прочь, онемев от ужаса...лишь завидя мой парус белый...никому не хватило мужества...подойти и узнать,в чём дело...

А потом...где б они не плавали...мстя за страх, что тогда испытали...объявили посланцем Дьявола...кораблём Мертвецов назвали.....

Дай им бог...оправдаться дочиста...оставаться в мирке постельном...им не знать, каково Одиночество...под огнями святого Эльма...

каждый день,отправляясь в плавание...в океан московских улиц...я мечтаю о тихой гавани, где б иом корабли уснули...и о домике в синих сумерках...где огни угольками рдеют...где не верят тому, что умер я...где всё время ждут и надеются...

Sun, 01 Apr 2007 07:47:07 GMT

Москва дышит солнцем *11.17 на моих кривых часах* это просто абсурд....спалось отвратительно и, попой чую, день будет такой же. Почему-то выражение "едем на шашлыки" ассоциируется с мытищами, гопниками и импровизированным туалетом в лесу *неет, не надо мне такого счастья*.
Вчера всеобщей тенденцией было написать мне какую-нить гадость по асе и свалить, после чего я добрых полчаса теряла на то, чтобы понять, чем вызвала столь нелицеприятное проявление характера. Мысли эти я донесла до сегодняшнего утра....
сижу в пижаме....*никакой эстетики*. Вот только и не надо её. Субъекты, причисляющие себя к высокопарящим и всепонимающим "любителям красоты" в возрасте, когда им ещё и спиртное покупать легально нельзя, по большей части, занимаются банальным выпендрёжем, оценивая всё и вся своим критическим взглядом. В свои 17-18-19 они не видели ровным счетом ничего!!! На мой взгляд, весь проявляемый пафос просто неуместен и, по меньшей мере, смешон. В разумных пределах, все мы этеты *все мы немного лошади*, но надо и честь знать.

Меня очень не любят эстеты, -
Мол, какой-то он стал не такой,
Мол, судьбу бунтаря и поэта
Променял на колпак поварской
За то, что я не подвержен зажимам
И с унисексом, увы, не дружу,
И ещё не воюю с режимом,
И ещё не курю анашу.
И что, согласно традиции русской,
Помереть раньше срока не смог
И всё рвался с тропиночки узкой,
По которой ползёт русский рок.
Отвечаю им всем при народе,
Что за долгие годы и дни
Уж если я и мечтал о свободе,
То в том числе и от их болтовни.
И всегда, если мог, избавлялся
От того, что мешало ходьбе,
И при этом собой оставался
И гулял только сам по себе.
И, не спросясь у эстетов совета,
Сам решал, куда плыть кораблю,
Меня очень не любят эстеты (за это),
Я их тоже не очень люблю.

А. Макаревич

про Ё.

Thu, 29 Mar 2007 07:32:35 GMT

Продрав глаза около 11 утра, я в очередной раз решила покончить с пофигизмом *нет, ну я действительно сделаю это...даже, скажем, начиная с завтрашнего дня*.

Итак, план на весну *или "я торжественно обещаю"..*

1. НЕ прогуливать *no matter what*
2. Попытаться полюбить кошку *yeah like that's gonna happen*
3. Ботанить *no comments*
4. Провести акцию Весна_без_кофе *чему уже положено хорошее начало*
5. Отреставрировать-таки своё ф-но *т.е. перекрасить его из пафосно-черного в нечто более жизнерадостное и разноцветное*
6. Прекратить морально разлагаться и позвонить англичанке *ибо на сертификат-то сдавать надо*
7. Достать, наконец, ролики и вспомнить замечательное слово "слалом"
8. Посадить подсолнух....

Хм, это явно не всё...но пока хватит. Эта неделя (т.е. ещё плюс следующая) объявляется ЯБЛОЧНОЙ!!