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Since I haven't been here for a veeery resonable time I guess the most suitable thing to do is to sum up. Or just go into an endless ramble about the stuff that worries me now. Second it is.
Well it's holidays and apparently xmas in our god-forsaken country and it is not every holiday that you discover that your best friend is the one you most need to be in-town no matter what..not for any kinda purpouse, you need her just to be there within reach. That is so not a complaint that is just a fact. But she is busy havin good time in andorra (which is totally awesome and she is reeeally the one who deserves it most).
While I am busy havin a beaucoup problemo with ma pops. I've never felt like I have no home! That is not only awkward that is very unlikely...and since they've been around more often (xmas holiays) They've been annoying me with lotsa stupid remarks (like wash tha dishes, naw don'cha live it here, that goes there and all that endless knockin on my room's door fo noooo reason) and I can really stand that unless I have a day-off from time to time. The other day we had an argument...and as a result me movin out (not that I was angry, I simply needed to change sth cause I felt practically trapped in my room). And I'd never think that the only reasonable place to go would be my grandpa's house. Of cource I could ask some ppl but that'll just be not the best thing to do. And my grandpa's the sweetest old guy...he'll never bother you with anything! and I men any kind of thing...If that is not heaven I dunno what is!
I'd really like to move in for livin on a constant basis. I'd even change the furniture (little by little as much as my salary will allow me) and well clean up. The thing that haunts me though is that he is not in the best health (see:grandpa) and I dunno how long he's gonna last...which means that one day I'm gonna come home and see a dead body and that is gonna kick me in the ballz veeery hard.
okay enough blabbering for one mornin.
see ya next sleepless awkward mornin.
Oh and I've found a soul-mate (not that the mate part is essential here). By God he's great...and talkin to him is da best thing esp after a long and hard day. We really read each others minds.


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Jan. 8th, 2010 10:36 am (UTC)
на самом деле у нас с мамой были вот те же проблемы на протяжении лет 4-5, она меня доставала, когда я хотела побыть одна, я бесчётное кол-во раз переезжать пыталась, а вот сейчас кажется нашли взаимопонимание. я научилась мириться с до*бами типа уборки постели и прочего, и сглаживать их, тогда как раньше воспринимала в штыки. они просто не понимают что мы выросли и хотят опекать нас до последнего, и иногда даже правы.) мне кажется, первое время самостоятельной жизни этого будет не хватать) я вот живу с мамой наверное последний год.

про родственные души - часто бывает) дура была что пару раз принимала это за любовь жизни, потому что уж оч крутое было взаимопонимание. но потом понимала что чота спешу с выводами. вот в том числе и про недавний случай с америкой)
Jan. 8th, 2010 08:32 pm (UTC)
Sweety! I'm coming for ya! Just give me a couple of days and I'll be there!!! In fact monday night I tottaly expect you to stay at my place! Hold on. I'm here for you. SMS me WHENEVER! I WILL answer. I miss you. This place is great, but it's on like the 10th of the greatness that it would've been if you were here.
Feb. 18th, 2010 09:14 pm (UTC)
С днём рождения!!!
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