Well today there are two major problems that bother me: I hate political science and totally can't stand that crap, I've no idea why the hell I've decided to be THAT...no idea...And the second one is more a general wondering than a problem. Why do ppl keep telling me all the secrets, all their problems and dilemmas...I'm no doc...they just keep telling me all the stuff that's happening in their lives never caring for whatever's happening in my gaddamn life. That's way too heavy for me. The result is - my brain's totally f*cked.
- Recent cafe:personal hell
- Mood:
blank
- Recent cafe:16th
- Mood:
loved - Music:you belong tome
- Mood:
bouncy
- Mood:
ecstatic
Also I might be falling ill which is sooooooo not in time...anyway right now I feel like I got sucked under a sitting elefant and he moved his ass once or twice while I was lying there breathless. Haha...dude I guess you'll understand me: right now I have a spot on my back that is itching like hell and my arms don't give a fuuuuck....they just can't bend that way any more)) you would sooooo help (what's pleh - it's help spelled backwards (c) friends) me right now. Cripples should stick together! Yay!
- Recent cafe:bed
- Mood: bouncy
- Music:lallalllalalala
- Recent cafe:freakin 16th floor
- Mood:
crushed - Music:the killers - romeo and juliette
- Mood:
pissed off
But anyway what's bothering me is that my BF was offered to study in Spain for two month this spring...and she can't decide whether to leave everything that makes her happy now and go or stay and miss the wonderful opportunity to spend two months in Spain and see Carlos. It is sooooo freakingly hard to decide!!! The only thing that appears to be an obstacle is that they need a group of 10 ppl tp go there but I'm not sure that there are 10 families that are ready to give away 4000 bucks for that. I so hope that the whole situation will turn out the way that doesn't require any particular descision...Whatever she decides I'm on her side!
This is really a sick sad world, isn't it? Fairy tales ain't gonna come true, miracles, luck, happiness...that's all bullshit! Everything has the other side, the inner side....call it whatever you want. It's like a box which you'll never get to see from the inside. The fuckin bad and the damn good...why everytime together!? Why there's always a 'but'!? Oh man...it's fucked up...I need pure. I need straight and definite. I need genuine.
- Recent cafe:XXX
- Mood: crushed
- Music:silence
Вот примерно это делают с нами в универе:
- Recent cafe:personal hell
- Mood:
cold - Music:Hakkuna Matata
- Mood: bouncy
модель мозга Ситновой...
Anyway...I'm watchin FRIENDS..again) just love it....even Janice (oh my Gog) reminds me of somethin good and old. Hope that someday we'll watch all the seasons in one day with
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maloyshort (without me fallin asleep or anythin). Aaaand...I'll be there for you.
- Mood:
blah
Whatever happens, whatever we say, It'd never end.
all of the things that I want to say
just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping inwards
you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here
cause it's you and me and all of the people
- Mood:sorry
- Music:Lifehouse
...You're beside me on the seat
Got your head between my knees
And you control how fast we go by just how hard you wanna squeeze
It's hard to steer when you're breathing in my ear
But I got both hands on the wheel while you got both hands on my gears
By now, no doubt that we were heading south
I guess nobody ever taught her not to speak with a full mouth
'Cause this was it, like flicking on a switch
It felt so good I almost drove into the ditch
I'm screamin'
No, we're never gonna quit
Ain't nothing wrong with it
Just acting like we're animals
No, no matter where we go
'Cause everybody knows
We're just a couple animals
So come on baby, get in
Get in, just get in
Look at the trouble we're in...
- Mood:and that I call summer!!
- Music:Animals!!
To hell with everything!!!! Especially the university and the freakingly strange camp which I'm gonna work for in july...*24 days of hell as well as 24 absolutely sleepless nights*. Really I'm not that sure that I want to go....actually I'm not sure at all. But unfortunately it's too late to doubt my decision *the organisation counts on me...that would be waaaay too irresponsible to call in and say 'no'*.
So now I havta be a nice sensible grown-up...*yeah like that's gonna happen* and I havta serve as an example of prudence and justice and blah-blah-blah....*me!? I'm gonna burn in hell for all I've done!!!*....Yep...It is all soooooo encouraging. I'm pretty sure these little devils *around 40 kids from 10 to 15 years old* are gonna suck the life out of me.
Although I hope we'll have 2 weekends, but that's not gonna save my ass....and the worst thing is that this place *the camp* is like jail: no stores in there *I havta buy like a tonn of thigs esp. food, gum and all the stuff kids may need*, you're not allowed to leave and no one can visit you *fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck*....I'm leavin my 'cat' for 24 days and that is killin' me!!!!!!!!!!!! and damn I'm gonna miss him soooooo much..........
- Mood:
crappy
Со вторым днём лета, со вчерашним маминым ДэРэ, с вожделенным похолоданием...
Тихо в мире...
Дремлет земля.
Где же силы
Сдвинуть весь мир с нуля?
- Mood:
creative - Music:lifehouse
ну что за убожество, блин!!! Уже второую ночь подряд я засыпаю тупо рано, а просыпаюсь в 2-3 ночи *с дикой болью в голове, без голоса и, простите, с насморком*!!! Это просто невыносимо!!!!!! Откровенный идиотизм...спасите....
и ещё...+ 20 мин
- Mood: awake
- Music:Tears in heaven
- Mood:
horny - Music:The Coral
